Saturday, September 13, 2008,  Fr. Pat Grile

 

This particular feast we are celebrating this weekend is call the exultation of the cross.  And as part of the legend goes St. Helen, wife of Constantine, she actually had found the true cross on which Jesus died.  Whether she didn’t, the important thing though is that it is a very important feast.  Really the scriptures just want to pour out God’s love for us. 

 

And you know that one line from the gospel, “God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son,” is probably one of the most famous lines in scripture.  You see it on bumper stickers, and you see it on plaques, and other places too.  And one of the most basic symbols that we have as Christians of course is the cross.  And you can go and you find that image and that symbol everywhere.  You know you find it on people’s desks, they got it on their rings, people even see it on tattoos.  Old people have it, young people.  Believers, perhaps people who maybe are not even Christian.  I notice a lot of times you see media people or stars, athletes are wearing the cross on a chain around their neck as well.  It is a very beautiful symbol, this symbol of the cross.  And probably if you ask some people, “What does it really mean?”  Some people will say, “Well, I don’t know.  It’s a symbol of Christianity.” 

 

Well it’s a very important symbol because it’s a symbol for love, for fidelity, for faith.  One of our most basic symbols of what life is all about as well as death.  Because it is a symbol of that really I think has two very important ideas.  It reveals, it gives us a glimpse into God’s nature.  As the gospel said, God sent His only begotten Son or love as it were.  It reveals God’s nature.  God’s nature is love being poured out upon you and me.  But also then it tells us that this symbol of the cross, that’s how Jesus achieved salvation, by His death on the cross.

 

Go back to the first reading.  And the very symbol, the very image for healing the people who grumbled against God in the desert, and they were bitten by serpents.  Moses then mounted a serpent on a cross, and the very thing that was the cause of their anxiety and their pain became the symbol of their healing.

 

So that’s why the cross.  If I asked everybody here today, “How do you explain this mystery?  What’s the meaning behind it?”  Probably everybody here would have an experience in their life, some ‘cross’ moment.  Maybe you feel you are carrying a cross right now too.  Explain all of it and what it means to you. 

 

You know there is a, I think it was made into a book, I saw excerpts of it in “Reader’s Digest”.  It’s called the “Last Lecture Series” and it was the Last Lecture Series by a Randy Pousch, was his name.  And it was at Carnegie-Mellon University.   They would invite every year a member of the faculty to give a presentation or a talk as if this would be his or her last time they would address their students.  And of course, as fate would have it, this Randy Pousch, when he was asked to give his last lecture it really was his last one because he was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer and only had less than a year to live.  And if you read it and you listen to it, you find something about the cross because the hall was filled to overflowing, kind of unusual for this Last Lecture Series.  He talked about his life, his education but also he tried to make some humor into it, bring it into it.  But everybody knew this was going to be his final lecture of his whole life.   He talked about his love he has for his wife, for his three children.  And finally he said you know, he talked about brick walls.  The brick walls are there for a reason.  The brick walls are not there to keep us out, but the brick walls are there to give us a chance to show how badly we want something.  He said the metaphor I use is this, “Somebody’s going to push my family off a cliff pretty soon and I won’t be there to catch them, and that breaks my heart.  But I have some time to sew some nets to cushion the fall.  I could curl up in a ball and cry or I can get to work on the nets.”  Randy died this past July 25th.  He took the very thing that was this brick wall, we would say his cross, his cancer, and instead of crying about it and whining about it and saying this is it, done, I can’t do anything, he used that as the very instrument of transformation, as a means of lecturing to people about the value of life, the importance of family, and never giving up.  That’s what the cross is for you and for me.

 

You know when something happens in our lives, some tragedies.  You can even think if this Hurricane Ike that just roared through Texas and is going up the rest of the country.  The other hurricanes, the tsunamis in other parts of the world, tornadoes, storms and ravages of nature.  We have no control over that.  Think about too of the madness of human beings, the violence that people do to one another, torture, hatred, killings, muggings, rapes.  And none of that makes sense and they are terrible, and we never diminish the suffering that other people go through.  But what’s the first question we always ask?  Why?  Why me Lord?  Why us?  Why?

 

There is no easy answer is there?  What do you do?  You look at the cross of Christ.  Jesus came to show us that there is meaning in all of these tragedies and all of these sufferings.  He reminds us that suffering itself isn’t redemptive because every person here in this church has suffered and does from physical, emotional, spiritual sufferings.  We cannot think of how many people just in the parish this last week have been in the hospital undergoing surgery for cancer, brain tumors, whatever it might be.  Think of all the people who have lost their homes because of the economic conditions.  The people who have come asking for help for food, for the basic necessities of life.  And it goes on and on and on.  And everyone of you here tonight, myself included, either personally have suffered or are suffering or know someone close to us who is and does. 

 

Where do you find meaning in it?  Suffering in itself does not bring redemption.  Never has and it never will.  It is only the cross of Jesus Christ that brings redemption. 

 

So what do you do?  You take your cross and I’ll take my cross and we take our crosses and we put them on the cross of Jesus.  There’s where the redemption comes.  You take whatever it is that you are suffering, somebody else’s pain or hardship or the madness of this world, or the violence or the hatred and we take it and we put it on the cross of Jesus and He carries it with us and for us. 

 

Will it help you suffer any better?  I don’t know.  But will it help you and me get through it?  Yes.  To get through it to the other side, that’s what redemption is about.  That’s why this altar is here for you and me tonight.  We will come and place bread and wine upon this altar which represent each and every one of us, and then we will lift ourselves up to God and God will accept you and me and He will make us become the Body and the Blood of His Son Jesus and then give us back in turn the gift of His Son Jesus in Holy Communion.  Then you and I will go through those doors, everywhere we will go tonight and throughout this week and we will bring the cross and the power of Jesus and we will redeem, we will transform the suffering, the hatred, the dying to light and to hope.  Never get down.  Never begin to doubt the words.  When we say it doesn’t make sense, and it doesn’t, take up your cross and put it on the cross of Jesus.