Sunday, January 18, 2009  Fr. Pat Grile

 

Perhaps you noticed something this morning, being the observant people that you are.  From now on our cantors will come and proclaim the responsorial psalm from the pulpit here.  We haven’t been doing that these many years but you have to realize that the psalms are also the word of God.  They are from the bible as well.  So we proclaim the other scriptures from the pulpit, we will also when we sing our responsorial psalm our cantor will lead that from the pulpit as well, so that all the word of God is proclaimed from the pulpit area. 

 

Many times I wonder when we hear these scripture readings today, especially the call of Samuel.  Like myself many times I think, oh yeah, that’s just for young people like our servers here this morning.  The Lord is calling you, and what is going to be your vocation in life.  But that’s not really accurate.  Each of us, no matter how old, how young, whatever ways you have served over the years.  Many of us will say as I look out upon the church this morning.  What would you guess the median age in the church is probably right now?  What, about 65?  I might be a little low? High?  But whatever you know, I look around with all of us here this morning and probably again a lot of us will say, “Well, I already answered the call long years ago.  I put my time in.  I’ve served.  I’ve been on this committee.  I did this.  I did that.  It’s time for someone else to take over.”  Wrong!

 

The call to be a Christian never ends.  The call to follow Christ will follow you and me to the grave.  Once you and I get to those pearly gates then we can say, “Whew, great, done, accomplished!” 

 

So in the meantime the calling is still there for each and every one of us.

 

What I would like to do this morning is go through each of the scripture readings and just ask a few questions based on each reading, and you can give your own homily, your own response. 

 

Looking at the first reading from the Book of Samuel, the questions I came up with would be:

 

Is here confusion sometimes when God calls in your life?  It took Samuel four times to get it right. 

 

Has there ever been a time in your life when you have missed God’s call? Samuel was a boy at the time of this reading.  We might ask our selves, “Doesn’t God usually wait until someone is older and more experienced before He asks him or her to do ministry?”  Now would it be that the grace of the call is enough in itself.  At what age?  At what time?  At what place?  With what people?  At what time and position in your life? 

 

What experience did God call you to give of yourself?

 

The responsorial psalm, Psalm 40 says, “Here am I Lord, I come to do Your will.”  We might ask ourselves whose will are we doing?  A lot of times we kind of do our own thing and then we like to pawn it off by saying, “Well, God told me” or “This is what God wants me to do.”  Is it really God’s will or my own whinings and my own desires that I am trying to fulfil?

 

Paul reminds us in our second reading, “Do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit within you?”  Are we aware of the Holy Spirit within us?  Are we aware of the Spirit in other peoples’ lives?  Or do we just think we have a corner on it?  God only lives within me, the rest of you—well good luck.

 

Are we aware that our body is a temple of the Holy Spirit?  That wherever you and I will go forth this day we will bring the presence of God?  Our body is sacred.  We are called to take care of it, to nourish it, to protect it and to protect the sanctity of life from beginning to its natural end.  Our body is a gift from God.  It’s not ours.  We belong to God.  Are we aware that we are the temple of God here on earth? 

 

Do you and I call on the Holy Spirit for guidance when we need it in our lives?  Or again do we just rely on our own intellect?  Our own feelings and emotions?  Do we just do what we feel is right?  Or do we really dig down deep inside, where the Spirit dwells within us and say, “Who are You Spirit of God?  I need Your help.  I need Your presence.”  What do we do to block our God’s Spirit within us?  Do we allow all these other things of the world, of society, the media to block out the Spirit that calls deep within? 

 

In the gospel when the disciples are following Jesus, Jesus turns to them and asks, “What are you looking for?”  I think another way of asking that question, Jesus might have been saying, “What’s most important in your life?  Is it God you are seeking?  Is there something about Me, Jesus that answers that deep desire in your heart?”

 

We could ask ourselves, where are we putting our time?  Our energy?  How much time to we spend on frivolous things?  What do we do with our money?  What do we do with our resources?  What’s really most important to us?  Jesus, I think is asking us that question, “What’s really important to you and to me?”  How would we answer that? 

 

The disciples then asked Jesus, because maybe they really didn’t want to answer that first question, and I think sometime we’re the same way, we just say, “well, uh, where do you live?  What do you do?”  We say, “Where are you staying?”  Maybe probe a little bit deeper, could we not ask the question, instead of saying, “Where are you staying?” we are asking Jesus, “Where can we spend time with You?”  Push that a little bit further.  Do you and I really spend time in the presence of God?  Do we really spend time with Jesus in prayer? 

 

Think about it.  How much time this day, we might spend watching TV?  Or shopping?  Or whatever it might be?  But how much time in the course of any day do you and I spend just alone with Jesus in prayer? 

 

In the gospel Jesus calls each of the disciples by name.  That’s very significant.  He even changes Peter’s name.  When he says, “You’re Simon, I’m going to call to Cephas” which means Peter with means also rock.  Peter became the first pope.  He called each of them by name.  Do you hear Jesus calling you by name?  By your own name?  Lori, Mark, Emery, Pat, Gene, Darlene?  That takes quiet time to allow Jesus in the quiet of our hearts to speak our name.  How much time do you and spend with Jesus? 

 

I’ll go back to where I began, the call never stops.  We never stop being a Christian.  We never stop bringing Christ to others by our caring, our healing touch, by our appreciation of others, our encouragement, our forgiveness, by deepening our relationships, by our praying for others.  And Jesus calls each of us by name today. 

 

St. Augustan had to search a long time for the presence of Jesus in his life.  He did just about everything that he could do.  His mother, Monica prayed unceasingly for him, that he would find the Lord.  And when finally Augustan did allow the spirit within to break forth and he answered that call, one of the great lines he gave us down through Christianity says, “Our hearts are restless, Oh Lord, until they rest in You.”

 

If we find ourselves a little restless, insecure, afraid, anxious, maybe we are searching in the wrong places.  Maybe we need to allow the Lord to call us again, by name, today and let the Spirit dwell within us.