Sunday September 6, 2009, Fr. Brian Gilles

 

23rd Sunday in Ordinary Time

 

I was kind of thinking of two things this morning while reflecting on this gospel.  One is the importance—do we have a prayer corner someplace when can get away, just have a relationship with God and tell him what’s going on in our lives and sit back and listen a little bit for His response in the silence of our hearts?  Do we have some kind of time that we could slide into our Palm Pilots?  You know if I don’t put it in my Palm Pilot it’s not going to happen because I just don’t have that good of a memory.  I mean we make schedules all the time with people and spent time with one another.  Wouldn’t be cool if we could write that into our schedule too to spend time with the Lord a little bit more?  So we can listen and understand. 

 

The other thought I was thinking about was this morning there are going to be many people who woke up, not to the sound of an alarm clock, but to the whir of a vibrator under their pillow.  And these people are totally deaf.  It’s the way they wake up.  They can’t hear an alarm clock.  Most of us think that blindness, you know, could be worse than deafness.  There was a woman--she was called Helen Keller comes to mind.  She was both blind and deaf.  And she said that deafness is the greatest handicap anyone could have.  You see when you are totally deaf there is this door to the world that closes all around you.  You begin to feel lonely and abandoned.  You become a stranger in your own land because you can’t understand what’s going on.  You can’t hear. 

 

The Scottish theologian, William Barkley, he quotes a prayer written by a deaf person.  And here’s a portion of what it reads, written by a deaf person, “Oh God, the trouble with being deaf is that most people find deaf folks a nuisance.”  Think about that.  They sympathize with people who are blind and lame but they get irritated and annoyed with people who are deaf.  As a result deaf people are apt to avoid other people and become isolated from the hearing world.  This poignant prayer gives us kind of an insight into how it feels to be deaf, much less deaf and dumb. 

 

This bring us to a point that very few people think about and it is this—there is a situation that is even worse than being physically deaf and dumb.  Even worse.  That situation is being spiritually deaf and dumb.  Now that’s really, really bad.  People who are spiritually deaf and dumb are unable to speak to God in prayer and they are unable to hear God speak to them in the depths of their hearts.  You know this spiritual tragedy is as old as the world, but is increasingly becoming a tragedy in our day.

 

There was a great playwright, his name was Tennessee Williams.  He refers to this in his famous play, a play called The Night of the Iguana.  Some of us old-timers might remember that movie.  But anyhow at one point in the play he has this conversation take place between Hannah Joust and Mr. Shannon.  And Hannah says to Mr. Shannon, “Liquor isn’t your problem.”  Shannon says, “What is my problem?”  Hannah answers, “The oldest problem in the world.  The need to believe in something or someone.” 

 

This raises a very practical question about spiritual deafness and spiritual blindness if you will.  What can we do about the problem?  Lawrence Gold answers bluntly, “For one thing we must stop gagging on the word spiritual.  We must rediscover and reassert our faith.”  But how to we rediscover or reassert our faith.  For example what if we are a Christian who is experiencing this problem to some degree in our own life. How can we learn again to hear, and to speak to God once more? 

 

Today’s gospel really point to the answer.  We must ask God to do for us what He did for the man in the gospel.  We must ask Jesus to do for us what he did for the man in the gospel.  Recall what happened when he was brought to Jesus for healing.  So what Jesus did was He took this man off alone, away from the crowd and He put His fingers in his ears and He touched his tongue and He said, “Ephphatha”, which means “Open up”.  And them Mark concludes by saying, “At one the man was able to hear and his speech impediment was removed and he began to talk without any trouble.  And all who heard were completely amazed. How well He does everything.  He even causes the deaf to hear and the dumb to speak.” 

 

To be healed, you see, of our spiritual deafness and our dumbness, if you will, we must turn to Jesus.  As the man in the gospel did, we must break away from the crowd.  We must go off alone with Jesus and spend time with Him in prayer.  Concretely it means that we must set aside time each day to be with Jesus and we all know that time is valuable, especially in our busy, busy lives. 

 

Yeah father, easy to say, hard to do.  I know.  You see the thing is though when two people want to get to know each other what do we do?  We agree on a specific time and a specific place to meet don’t we?  It becomes important.  So we jot it down or whatever it is to remind ourselves.  I put mine in the Palm Pilot so I know what I have to do.  It is scheduled right into my day. 

 

The same is true about developing a closer relationship with Jesus, we need to make the time.  The demands of our modern life are such that unless we schedule a time for daily prayer into our day the reality is we probably won’t pray at all.  Think about it.  It’s true.  If we have to schedule it in that’s what we need to do.  Otherwise how do we get to know Jesus better?  How do we get the opportunity to listen?  You know the important thing however is this, whether we schedule five minutes or ten minutes of meeting with Jesus for prayer, for relationship, we need to be faithful about setting that time.  Because if we don’t it’s just not going to happen.  Moreover just as we need a program to follow when we get serious about, let’s say physical fitness, we set a program to do that, we need a program to follow when we get serious about spiritual fitness. 

 

One simple procedure I could recommend is follow the Bible and use it as your program.  Take the Bible, using the gospel according to Mark is a really good place to start because in Mark we see in it that Jesus is always going somewhere, doing something or saying something, right?  Simply read ten or so verses slowly at each prayer session.  Some briefly after every verse or so as the Spirit leads you and then speak to Jesus about the verse from your heart.  And then, this is important, listen to Him respond to you in your heart. 

 

Finally it also helps to keep a notebook nearby in a table next to your prayer chair.  Again going back to my first intriguing curiosity this morning.  Do we have a place we can go for that?  Do we have a prayer chair or a quiet room?  Sometimes it might just be behind the locked door of a bathroom, huh?  But the important thing is take that time.  Go out in the backyard.  Go in your car.  Wherever it is you can not be disturbed and talk to Jesus and then listen to Him.  Jot down something He tells you in the quietness of the day.  Visit the garden and experience the awe of nature, something that is conducive and grounded and present with Jesus, because if we don’t take the time to do it it’s not going to happen.  Having a prayer chair or a quite room allows us to jot down any special thought, any idea that may have come to you during your prayer time with Jesus.  And many people find writing to be an excellent way to conclude their prayer.  It only takes a minute or so, but it often becomes the most fruitful aspect of the prayer.

 

Let’s close with an example of a note.  Here’s a great example of a note written after such a prayer session.  This was found by a mother who’s young daughter had to wear a hearing aid.  And this is what it reads, “Dear God, I don’t want to hurt Your feelings but I wish You hadn’t made me deaf.  Could you change me back?  Signed Sue.  PS:  Say hello to my guardian angel.”  And the next day Sue found a note.  It was written in gold ink, gold ink, and obviously the work of a mother who was a creative as she was loving.  Here’s what it reads, “Dear Sue, I am your guardian angel and I asked God to answer your note.  You see God made me deaf too.  But God did give me two fast legs.  I can run like the wind, two lovely arms so I can hug everybody, and an imagination so that I can fly anywhere.  But what I really like best is being able to turn off my hearing aid when other angels are yelling.  It makes me think, makes thing quiet so that I can better hear God singing love songs to me in my heart.  Signed Your Guardian Angel.  PS:  I love you more and more every day.”

 

Isn’t that beautiful?  Take the time wherever it is.  I know we’re busy.  I’m busy.  I came home last night, I don’t even know where the priests are, they’re all gone.  Busy, busy, busy.  That’s our world.  But if we don’t take the time to jot it down, to experience and spent that time with Jesus and then to develop that relationship, and then listen to what He has to say to us in the silence of our heart.  If we don’t take that time I guarantee it’s not going to happen.  Take that time.  Commit to it.  Just like your best friend, I need you, I love you, spend some time with me.  Of course, when shall we do it.  Let’s schedule it right now.  Start out with five or ten minutes, but do it.  Do it.  I guarantee what a beautiful relationship will develop.  You might even get a letter written in gold, you never know.